“Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creation: old things are passed away; behold all things are become new” (2Cor 5:17)
This evening I remember the time when I became born again. I came from a Communist Country and we were thought that God does not exist. I took it for granted that it was so. I did not know any human being who believe otherwise. This lie was planted in my soul and grew to become a tree of doubt and unbelief. Who can uproot such a giant tree?
My story changed when I came to Nigeria in 1980. In so many ways Nigeria is the opposite of my country. Here everybody is ‘a believer’, different denominations, different religions… My unbelief made me look so strange among the people here. Many tried to uproot the tree of unbelief but the best they could do was just to shake it a little…some dry leaves fell to the ground….But the roots were too deep for man to remove. As for me, I accepted that stronghold as final, as part of my life and destiny. It was hopeless to even consider that I can ever be different…Me, a believer? It was impossible, or so I thought…
Then in 1986 the Holy Spirit came to my rescue. I did not know He was the Holy Spirit for I never heard of Him. But I observed that my confidence in my deep rooted unbelief was starting to shake. From 100% it was going down to 70%…even lower. I held tightly to my doubting tree in my heart, my support, my strength…it has served me well for so many years…why worry now? But the Holy Spirit came like a mighty bulldozer ready to uproot it. I tried to stop the process arguing that He is a stranger to my life, that He is trespassing over my rights…But the Holy Ghost showed me a white and gold paper with red letters, signed by One called Jesus Christ, who claimed that He bought my body, my soul and my spirit…I did not know who was this Jesus, but I had no power to stop Him invading my territory, my soul…
Defeated, I saw my old tree of doubt, unbelief, fear and confusion being uprooted and carried away to be burnt. I felt empty, like fainting…I lost the battle, I remember thinking…Then the same bulldozer came back, planted some strange seeds in that empty, ugly space, and leveled the ground…This is how the miracle happened…I became a new creation, with a hew heart, a new spirit…I became born again! What I thought was a failure, was a mighty supernatural victory, and the beginning of my new life in Christ! All glory to God!
The next thing that I observed was that I became very hungry to read the Word of God. I did not understand everything but I could not stop reading the Bible. I also learned how to pray, how to listen to God’s voice, how to obey His commands, how to love Jesus, how to be a friend to the Holy Spirit …
This is my story, this is my song!
All glory to God!