GOD’S WORDS IN MY MOUTH

“A gift opens the way and ushers the giver into the presence of the great” (PV 18:16)
Your natural gift, even your God given talent, gives you an opportunity to meet great people in the world. These are people in authority who can really help and promote you. Thank God for an ‘open door’. But you need more than an interview. Passing thru this open door, face to face with this ‘great’ person, you need to say the right words, to make an everlasting impression on him or her. Like Joseph standing before Pharaoh, you need to be prepared to give him an ‘answer of peace’ (Gen 41:16; KJ). It is an impatient mistake to trust God only partially. Many pray to God for an open door. But when God opens that door, they trust themselves to pass thru it by their wisdom and power. That is sin. In the future you will regret that genuine but lost opportunity. Do it God’s way!
Like Esther, I fast and pray for each official or unofficial ‘interview’ I have with people. When I meet with people, even the ‘small’ people, I see them as ‘great’. I pray that, according to His promise, the Holy Spirit will supply His words in my heart and in my mouth. I never trust myself to speak. In the past, each time I trusted my wisdom, I spoke either too much, or too little, or, because of ‘nerves’, I spoke some nonsense. I regret my words. Long ago I gave up on myself as a speaker. My ministry as a pastor is in Nigeria. In the natural, it is very hard. This is so because English is not my primary language. To be a woman preacher, to be a white woman doing ministry in Africa, this work will be almost impossible for me, if not for God. That is why I am so grateful to my Comforter and Friend, the Holy Spirit. He strengthens my heart so that persecution, discrimination and rejection do not ‘pain’ me. I see them but I do not ‘feel’ them. This is the protection of the Holy Spirit. I testify to it! The Spirit supplies His words to me so that men may reject them today, but not forever. God prepares for me a table of wonderful words ‘in the midst of my enemies’ (Ps 23:5). The looks of my hungry, angry and jealous enemies cannot quench my appetite for the reading and preaching of the Word of God. In the natural I am quite shy. But under the anointing of the Holy Spirit, I have nothing to fear. I want to please God and so, I boldly speak His Words!
God is faithful. God answers prayers! I always pray that He gives me His words to speak, to preach, to teach or to rebuke the rebellious. He plants His words in my heart and when I open my mouth, I hear myself speak mysteries and divine wisdom. I marvel at what I say. I am impressed at my words. I never regret my words spoken under anointing and before ‘royalty’. God’s Words prepare my heart and lead my mouth. I am so happy for this privilege to be a speaker for my Lord, Jesus Christ! This is the promise of our Lord. I always apply it when it is time for me to stand and speak, be it before friends or enemies: “On My account you will be brought before governors and kings as witnesses to them and to the Gentiles. But when they arrest you, do not worry about what to say or how to say it. At that time you will be given what to say, for it will not be you speaking, but the Spirit of your Father speaking through you” (Matt 10:18-20)
This promise of the Holy Spirit to supply words in my mouth includes speaking to my husband too. I honor him as my king. I never take our marriage for granted because it is the gift of God. I have to give an account to God for my work as a wife and helper to my husband, who is a man of God. This is not an easy work! I observed that my husband forgets my personal (fleshly) words, no matter how sweet, romantic or poetic. But I’ve discovered over the years that he does not forget the words I spoke to him under the anointing of the Holy Spirit. What God supplies, He preserves and multiplies! My husband remembers my anointed words; he quotes them and he incorporates them into his own vocabulary. When he preaches, from time to time, I hear myself in his sermon. This is an extraordinary privilege. By the power of the Word of God and the Holy Ghost working in both of us, we are coming to a greater unity of the Spirit. Little by little I have observed that, though we have different gifts, we now think alike, speak alike and make decisions in the same way. We can safely and joyfully predict one another in the freedom we have found in Christ. This unity of the Spirit is vital to keep and improve any Christian relationship. But it is especially so in a marriage between believers when they do ministry together. This planting of the same seeds in both of our hearts is called ‘the planting of the Lord that He may be glorified!’ (Is 61:3)
Child of God, I encourage you to pray and trust God for the supply of His words in your heart and mouth! It will change you to become like Jesus! It will change your spouse and all around you. Free and fruitful, stand up and speak! People will listen! ‘Arise and shine, for your light has come, and the glory of the Lord rises upon you!’ (Is 60:1) Glory to God!
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ESTHER’S BANQUET AT OUR CHURCH

HAPPY WITH CHURCH TONIGHT
“On the third day of the fast, Esther put on her royal robes and entered the inner court of the palace, just across from the king’s hall. The king was sitting on his royal throne, facing the entrance. When he saw Queen Esther standing there in the inner court, he welcomed her and held out the gold scepter to her. So Esther approached and touched the end of the scepter. Then the king asked her, “What do you want, Queen Esther? What is your request? I will give it to you, even if it is half the kingdom!” And Esther replied, “If it please the king, let the king and Haman come today to a banquet I have prepared for the king.”

The king turned to his attendants and said, “Tell Haman to come quickly to a banquet, as Esther has requested.” So the king and Haman went to Esther’s banquet. And while they were drinking wine, the king said to Esther, “Now tell me what you really want. What is your request? I will give it to you, even if it is half the kingdom!” (Esther 5:1-6)

Each year the women’s fellowship in our church, we fast daily during the month of January. We identify with Queen Esther in the Bible. We pray for ourselves, our husbands, our marriages, our children, our ministries and the work of our hands. Then we invite our husbands to a banquet called Esther’s banquet. We do not hire anybody. We decorate and cook by ourselves. It is a love feast. The single sisters who are thirty years and above are all dressed with ‘Royal garments’ and serve at the tables. By faith, they will marry soon, so that next year they too will join us and sit at the table. The older couples came forward. The husbands told us about true love and the secret of long lasting, successful and happy marriage. Then we danced… And ate (Jolof rice, banga rice, coconut rice, banga soup, Egussi soup, vegetable salad, fried chicken, fried meat, beans and dodo… ) very tasty food… And we ate the Royal cake … By faith we declare that God is in our side, the victory is ours, the enemy is defeated and the glory goes to God alone! Two doves in love stayed on the roof of our church during this banquet. All the prophetic signs confirm that this will be a very good year for us, the married couples in Father’s House Bible Church! Glory to God!!!

(In the pictures you see my Husband, Pastor Richmond Leigh and I -dressed for the occasion, as Queen Esther and King Xerxes. You see the two doves on the roof of our church, witnessing the sweet marriage love bellow. You also see some of the couples from our church, young and old. The Nigerians are generally shy when it comes to displaying love in public. They are not too ‘romantic’. But, as you can see, the Holy Spirit is changing people here. To God alone be all the glory!)

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LOVE IS BEAUTIFUL

 

“How beautiful you are! How lovely, O LOVE, with your delights!” (SS 7:6)

This is so wonderful to me. These days I pray to remember good and useful memories from my sin-to-grace past. At the time when these events happened, I did not see much value in them. But now, from the perspective of mature victory, I see them as pearls of great price picked from the ocean of God’s love. I am talking about things I had experienced as a woman of God, wife, mother and recently, grandmother. Some of these memories were painful. At that time I prayed that I will forget them. But God has healed my heart. Now, because I had removed the sting of the bee and I am enjoying the honey left behind. I am now praying to remember them… How time changes our desires and perspectives…

 

About 1998-1999, my husband and I were living in Houston, Tx. Suddenly, the Holy Spirit called us to duty. He said that we should leave the children behind and go back under a missionary anointing. We were to start a church called Father’s House, in Warri-Effurun, Nigeria. That was a hard word for both of us. It was especially difficult for me, because it meant leaving our children behind, alone, in a difficult place called America. The hardest was the leave our youngest daughter Jemine who was just 16 at the time. She already got admission and scholarship in the University of Houston and she wanted to stay there. Before going to the US we worked as medical doctors and my husband was also a successful national politician. Both of us, we did not go to Bible School. By faith alone, we obeyed God’s Word and we started this church. We were surprised at the success of the ministry. To God alone be all the glory!

 

Thank God for the people who invented the phone and the internet. God bless them! Our elder daughter Alina was shuttling between America and Nigeria. But Jemine was there alone. Thank God that she kept in touch all these years. Even up till today, we still talk on the phone about things, daily events, big or small. We pray. We dream. I rebuke. We encourage each other.  All these things thru the phone!!!

 

One serious problem I had in particular was that Jemine was changing into an ‘American girl’. Trying to belong to a foreign system, she started doing like they do. I was worried that what she considered ‘normal’ over there, for me was called ‘backsliding’. For example, the idea of dating a boy, to me it was worldly. Of course, ‘living together’, better called fornication, was not acceptable. Almost nothing she would say to me was right in this area of ‘American romance’.  For me, the worst of all was the Valentine day and Halloween day. I used to tell Jemine to run away from boys; to be careful with boys; to remember that she is there alone and boys will deceive her… I spent a lot of money on phone cards telling Jemine to run away from ‘fake love’. Thank God that even when she was angry at me, she could not keep the anger for too long. She will eventually see the wisdom of a mother’s words and come back ‘to her senses’. Her father and I prayed daily for our children. I was personally worried that she will be trapped in a ‘self-pity poisonous circle’ of terrible loneliness. Especially on Valentine Day, she will cry on the phone: “Malia… I am so lonely… Nobody wants to invite me out… Nobody sent me even half a rose… Nobody loves me here… If I will continue like this, I will never marry…. Malia…pray for me…” It is not easy to hear your child cry. I will pray in the Spirit and try to find words of wisdom and love, to help her go on. She will say: “Malia, you have taught me to drive men away. You said I should say No No No to all men who are not serious. Ok! I am very good at that. Now, they have all left me alone. Nobody greets me anymore. When will I marry? I am getting old… When will I say Yes?” Me too I did not know when… She was a born again Christian, a worship leader, well educated, having a good job, beautiful and all… But no husband … GOD!!!!!!… Many times I told her: “Jemine, your dad and I, we are in this with you, together.  Your pain is our pain. Your prayer is our prayer. Just trust God!”

 

Then about 5 years ago her dad and I we went to visit her in the US. We were relaxing in the sitting room when Jemine said that a young man who plays the keyboard in her church wants to ‘take her out’. This was scary for me… ‘Take out????” This ‘outing’ was a first after so many years of staying home alone. It just coincided with our annual visit. I did not know if it was God or the devil… But trust God to perfect the good things He started! My husband and I felt like we are on the threshold of a miracle. I was in the kitchen, cooking Nigerian stew (Jemine’s favorite) when the young man came in. He shyly said: ‘Good evening Sir! Good evening Mam! My name is Matthew. Can I take Jemine out, to see a movie? We shall come back in time…” Tali said: ‘Of course…’ but I saw that he was ‘eyeing’ the young man from head to toe. Tali and Matthew and another Nigerian visitor sat down waiting for Jemine to get ready. They were discussing recent events. I observed that Matthew (a white boy) was behaving like a good ‘Nigerian Yoruba boy’. He was the youngest among the three men there. He did not speak too much. He waited for his ‘turn’. He addressed both Tali and the other man with ‘Sir’. When Tali stood up to take something, he stood up too. He did not insist on his opinions (like the young Americans do). He did not raise his voice. Wow…  Turning the stew on the stove, I was thinking: ‘This boy has good ‘home training’. Thank God for his parents…I was impressed… But, can this be Jemine’s prince we have been praying for? Is this the special man who will kill Jemine’s loneliness? She said so many: ‘No No No’ to other men. Can this be the ‘Yes’ man?” Will this young man change her Valentine? This is how the mind of a mother works…. I hope you understand…

 

They went to a movie and came back that evening. I could not rest. I was waiting for the ‘report’. Jemine knew that I will still be in the kitchen, waiting…. I decided to cook Nigerian beans too. Just to waste the time… When Jemine came she was overwhelmed. She told me that they went to the movies and when another man was talking ‘nonsense’ to her he stood up to protect her. Then they went to eat dinner and he insisted that he will pay for both of them. She was impressed because at that time, he was still a student in the university but she was already working. He said that his mother ‘will kill him’ if she hears that he invited a girl out and waited for the girl to pay the bill (even if she has more money). Jemine said that Matthew opened the door of the car for her to enter. She said that since she has been living in America, no young man has even done that. It was only the old men who do that ‘nice thing’- she said. It has never happened to her. She was totally impressed. The look on her face reminded me of the time when I met her dad, many years ago… Because I experienced true falling in love, I could smell the perfume of it… After so many ‘No No No’, we are finally entering the blessed ‘yes’ hour! God has answered our prayer. Six months later, Matthew and his beautiful family came to Warri and Jemine became his wife. And they live happily ever after… This is a true story! My family’s story!

 

Jemine may remember this event in a more romantic way. She may have forgotten the beans and stew she ate that night. She may add some sweet details I have forgotten. But one thing is clear! It is a story of true love! Be encouraged! God loves His children and He answers their prayers, more than they will ever imagine! Dear young people, both boys and girls, please take this mother’s advice: there are many No-s in life abut only one Yes! Wait for the yes! The journey may be long and lonely. But trust God to the end! Serve God before you can serve men! You too will one day be grateful for the pain becoming a fruitful testimony. Glory to God!

(In the pictures, Matthew and Jemine Oakes on their Nigerian traditional and church wedding day)

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BLOOM WHERE YOU ARE PLANTED

“And don’t be wishing you were someplace else or with someone else. Where you are right now is God’s place for you. Live and obey and love and believe right there” (1Cor 7:17, TM)
 
There are times when I wished I was somebody else, more beautiful, taller, tanner…
There are other times when I wished I lived in a beautiful country with green parks and beautiful flowers…
There are times when I wished I had the gift of singing or dancing or talking like an angel…
Sometimes work is just a headache and the office colleagues are all the wrong people…
There are times when, married, I wish to be single and free, not to bother for the needs of another…
There are other times when single, I wish to be married, at any cost, having a dream wedding in an exotic place…
Often I wish I have more money, more friends or more opportunities to travel, to just get lost in the world…
Sometimes I wish to be young again, no wrinkles, no arthritis and no need for a hearing aid…
 
What do I do with this basket-full of impossible dreams and quickly fading wishes?
All I have is a long boring today that nobody wants, even if I offer it for free…
Recently, new questions come to the surface…
What if nothing changes…What if my life will be just a long boring day…
Is it really true that going away to a fantasy land will make me the happiest in the world?
Can I find favor with God right here, right now?
 
Suddenly, The Wonderful Counselor whispers a strange, but ever fresh word to me:
“My daughter, Stop looking around…Stop looking at yourself… There is nothing good there… Start looking up and see Him who holds your breath… you are not too far from Me… you are not too deep that I cannot hold you… you may be living in the desert of Africa, where the streets do not have numbers… places absent from a decent map… in between two hot rocks… in places nobody wants to visit, …but still… this is God’s earth, and you are here right now, for such a time as this… If you are a wind, then blow… If you are a rainbow, then shine… If you are cricket, then jump…
 
If you are a flower, then bloom…now…in this very spot…do not wait for another day…do not wait for the rain…do not wait for men to find you… bloom where your roots have found favor with the ground… for the pleasure of the Holy Gardner alone…He knows you… he loves you… spread your fragrance to all who pass by, even to the last one who crushes you underfoot.. Worship Him who planted you there for He alone is worthy of all praise, beauty and lonely labor of love…Love Me My daughter… and you shall find rest for your soul…”
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TESTIMONY OF HEALING

 

“Bless the Lord, O my soul;

And all that is within me, bless His holy name!

Bless the Lord, O my soul,

And forget not all His benefits:

Who forgives all your iniquities,

Who heals all your diseases,

Who redeems your life from destruction,

Who crowns you with lovingkindness and tender mercies” (Ps 103:1-4)

 

This morning a sister In Christ sent this letter. She is about 30, not married yet. She is very hard working and a committed Christian. She was healed by God from a strange sickness. The doctors did many tests but could not find the reason why her feet were always swollen. She tried medicines and diets but nothing worked. Until recently! God healed her! This testimony is given to the glory of God, to the shame of the devil and for the encouragement of many others who wait unto God for their miracle! God the Father, God the Son and God the Holy Spirit are one! They will answer your prayers too!   Nothing is impossible for God to do!

 

“Good morning Malia. Abba Father did and is doing good to me. For some time now (about two years) I ve been having one health challenge that always worries me sick. It is painless though but very uncomfortable. My legs would just start swelling from my toes to my knees and I can’t wear shoes or slippers for long. I went to hospitals I did some tests but nothing was found. I was told to always elevate my legs especially when sleeping but it didn’t help. I took drugs to help me urinate all the fluid they said was being stored under my tissues but that didn’t help. I did water therapy as recommended but no help. After some time it stopped on its own only for it to resurface this year.  Since January they became so swollen that it made me ashamed and scared. I felt how can a young girl like me be having swollen legs like this? The devil started reminding me of my elder sister who died in 2002 and had similar issues and many other terrible symptoms before she finally died. The devil told me that I was going through the same thing that I will die. And I believed for some time until I got angry in the spirit and started praying and rebuking the devil and his lies. I cried to Father. I told Him to help me since I don’t know what to do. I don’t have any money to run expensive tests or treat expensive sicknesses. I prayed and cried to Him that night and slept off with peace. I started ignoring the swelling people told me to go and check my kidneys and the devil came again saying ‘ yes the kidneys may be faulty like your sister’s probably was’. I said no. God my Father is on it He will heal me without me wasting money.

 

One night in a dream I saw a beautiful chimpanzee clouded with the colours of the rainbow smiling at me meanwhile on my bed in reality I was experiencing what medicine calls sleep paralysis I knew it was a spiritual attack. I tried to get up but couldn’t I tried to shout the name of Jesus but couldn’t… then back in the dream the chimpanzee was speaking a language I could understand. It said ‘you are like this (all the colours of the rainbow). You can pray in the spirit to overcome this demonic oppression. Start praying in tongues since you can’t pray physically’. Emediately I started praying in tongues in the dream the heavy weight that was on me that prevented me from moving and opening my mouth left and I woke up. To thanked God! I have been praying since then. The Holy Spirit told me to sweat. Yes. He said: ‘sweat!”. So I started making sure that I sweat. I would put on sweaters and no fan or air conditioner, drink hot tea… To my surprise, it worked. Malia!!! My legs now are perfectly normal! The swelling is gone and for the first time this year I can see and touch my ankle bones. And I didn’t take any drug. God is indeed the GREATEST physician. He knows my body more than me! He knows how it should function since He is the MANUFACTURER! My testimony is to the glory of God!  PRAISE THE LORD!!! Your daughter…”

SONG FOUND IN THE STORM

Jesus commanded His disciples. ‘Let us go to the other side’ (Mk 4:35-41)
 
They ‘left the crowd behind…’ This was to be a personal test for the disciples alone. ‘Tired as He was’ Jesus went to sleep in the boat. Then a furious storm started. The waves were higher than the boat. Initially, the disciples did not bother to wake Jesus, knowing Him to be a carpenter and a teacher. Jesus was not a fisherman like most of them. He cannot help… or so they thought… But when the wind increased and the boat was almost overturned, they cried to Him in despair: ‘Teacher, don’t You care if we drown?’ Jesus woke up and rebuked the winds. The storm suddenly stopped and it was completely calm. But in the midst of that wonderful peace, Jesus rebuked His disciples for their doubt. They looked at Him as a class teacher in a boat, as a liability in the midst of a crisis. It was obvious that they lacked mature faith in Him. They did not believe that Jesus is God ‘who never sleeps or slumbers,’ and who controls all things.
 
Just like them, many believers trust God only before or after the storm. But in the middle of a crisis, they reverse back to their elementary fears and doubts. They go to their natural way of thinking, to the common sense of the flesh, and like lost children, they panic and cry. Mature faith remains unmoved by circumstances, trusting the God who can stop the wind with His very breath. Mature faith has the same peace before, in the middle and at the end of the trial. Trials are like tunnels. Before the train enters the tunnel, it is light. Suddenly darkness comes. For a time it seems as though the darkness will never end. That pain, that weeping, that loneliness… it seems like it will go on forever. But at the end of the tunnel the sun shines once more. Tunnels are not graveyards. We are just passing through. All these trials and temptations, all these things you battle with, they only come ‘to pass.’ Our life should not depend on the circumstances. Christ is our life. Our faith is rooted in the Cross and in the Promises of God. Heaven is our destination. Joy is our portion. Eternal life is our inheritance. These are blessed things that have come to stay.
 
Do you boast about your faith only when your feet are set on dry land? Do you have the same faith in the middle of the storms of life? Remember, it was Jesus who said: ‘Let us go to the other side.’ Do you trust Jesus to finish what He has started in you? Do you trust Jesus in between the shores? Do you trust Him when He is silent? Do you trust Him when He is sleeping? Do you trust Him when He answers the prayer of others, but ignores your own?
 
This is my testimony: Jesus has been with me always. I am a witness to His faithful fellowship, no matter the circumstances. His Word comes to me with power. He has been with me in riches and poverty, in sickness and in health, at home and abroad. Why will I doubt Him now? Why will I fear the end of the matter? Why will I fret in the midst of things unknown? Why will I be sad when men betray me? Why will I lose my temper when men provoke me? He has commanded me to rejoice always, so I will rejoice! He is my Shepherd and He is my God!
 
In Christ I declare: Jesus is my Savior and my Lord! I trust God before, in the middle and after the storms of life! As for me and my household, we shall serve the Lord! Always! And forever! ‘This is my story; this is my song, praising my Savior all the day long…’In Jesus’ name, Amen!
 
(From my Book, The Doe of the Morning, available on Amazon)
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GOD’S HAND COVER ME

TESTIMONY OF GOD’S PROTECTION
“Her neighbors and relatives heard that the Lord had shown her great mercy, and they shared her joy” (Lk 1:58)
 
This morning I received this note from a daughter in Christ. God saved her and her child from death. We are very grateful to God! Life is not by mistake! Salvation is not by chance! It is the work of our merciful and all powerful God! The Bible says: ‘Rejoice with them who rejoice’ (Rom 12:15). Let the celebrations begin! If the devil likes it or not, we declare that this is the day the Lord has made we shall rejoice and be glad in it! Today is a good day! Success in all your endeavors is guaranteed! In Jesus name, amen!
 
“Good morning ma,
“I will sing of the mercies of the Lord forever I will sing, l will sing,I will sing of the mercies of the Lord forever I will sing of the mercies of the Lord.With my mouth will I make known,Thy faithfulness,Thy faithfulness,with my mouth will I make known,Thy faithfulness through all generation…”
 
In fact, I was typing this message before I slept off.God delivered my son and I from accident on our way from school yesterday. We havnt been using the car because its been bad.As usual we took a tricycle,suddenly,there was a collision between the Tricycle we entered,a helux behind us and a jeep in front of us…maLia, all I can say is… God delivered us…(the helux hit the tricycle with force from behind,compressing the back,with that force pushed us to hit the jeep in front of us,shattering the whole back glass,I only hit my knee a little)…Hmmm!!! MaLia,it could have been worse,but for the mercies of God .We are alive to testify.Thank You Jesus!!! I Am so grateful to God!…Your daughter…”
 
I use this sister’s testimony as a point of contact for other children of God who read this letter and have faith in God! Just in case you have been under attack from evil forces, you have witnessed the devil’s failure to ‘steal kill and destroy’, your life, your marriage, your children, your ministry, your business, your peace, joy and health… then begin to rejoice like never before! Sing a new song! Clap your hands and sing Hallelujah! Dance like David danced! God will increase your testimony! In every matter in heaven and on earth, God has the last say! God is the supreme judge! God will give you the desires of your heart! Trust God to change your weeping into dancing and your fears into boasting that you are indeed God’s child!!!! Glory to God! bring back testimonies of God’s goodness, mercy, love, power and glory! In Jesus name, amen!
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MY NAME IS JEMINE! I AM A CHILD OF GOD!

“But by the grace of God I am what I am, and His grace to me was not without effect. No, I worked harder than all of them–yet not I, but the grace of God that was with me” (1Cor 15:10)
 
Recently I remembered a 20 years old story about our youngest daughter, Jemine. She is the only one of our children who was born in Nigeria. She grew up in Warri, Nigeria. She loves Nigerian food, Nigerian jokes and Nigerian Pidging English. She now lives with her husband and son in Houston, Tx. She was 15 when, as a family, we went to the U.S. We stayed there for a year and a half, not knowing at that time what the future will bring. During that time the Holy Spirit commanded us to go back to Warri and start a church called Father’s House. We obeyed. But God’s call was not easy. We left our daughters (Alina and Jemine) behind and alone… My husband and I wept as we went back to Nigeria. Our church was born with tears but now we rejoice at the great harvest…
 
Jemine did her last year of high school in Houston, Tx. She had to adjust to a new culture, new class-mates, new teachers and a new accent. Knowing that her father and I will soon go back to Nigeria, and my time with Jemine was so short (you know, mother feelings…), I cherished every day as her mother, more than in the past. Each day as I prepared lunch, I thank God for the privilege to cook for my child… I wanted to go to Nigeria with a free heart… I knew that ministry over there will demand all my energies… So for now, I could be just a wife and a mother…
Because my feelings were so sensitive and alert, that is why I remember so clearly these things, little details from that period…
 
One day Jemine came from school looking sad. She said: ‘Malia, I want to change my name…’ I asked her ‘why?’… She said ‘Malia, I am the only one with this name, Jemine, in the whole school… I don’t like it…’ Some girls laughed at me today… many others cannot pronounce it… many forget my name… some others call me ‘Jem’ and they add ‘bread and jam’… She looked so sad… I asked her: ‘What name do you want to have?’ she said: ‘Maybe Heather or Jessica…’ Why, I asked… she said because there are three Heathers and two Jessicas in her class (If you are reading this letter and your name is Heather or Jessica, I am sorry. These are nice names too…) Jemine said to me that if she has the same name like them, she will not be lonely, she will not be so different…She will feel that she belongs to America…
 
I quickly prayed in my spirit for the right words to say. Slowly, lovingly and patiently (Oh, mother’s work is not easy…) I tried to explain to my 15 years daughter the beauty and the power of being herself. I told her that God created her unique and special. She does not have to be like anybody. She does not have to join the choir when she can be the soloist… I told her that together we shall pray for her has to discover her true identity, not as an American, or as a Nigerian, or as a Romanian, but as a child of God. I told her that the grace of God is upon her. The unmerited favor of God will reveal to her who she truly is. The Holy Spirit will open her eyes to see how God, her Creator, sees her. She does not have to change anything about her looks. A new name, more American acceptable will not help her find peace with herself and others. Only God is able to give her confidence and security. I told her that this identity is found in Christ alone. Money cannot buy it and thieves cannot steal it. I said: ‘Now say: ‘My name is Jemine. I am a child of God!’ Say it daily! Say it often! Say it loudly! Say it until you believe it!’
 
To the glory of God, she listened well. She relaxed and accepted the word. The grace of God upon her produced spiritual fruits! She is now a woman of God, a worship leader, a happy wife to Matthew and a wonderful mother to Oliver Sisan Oakes (yes, Sisan is a Nigerian name, my husband’s middle name). She works in a good company and she is a blessing to many! Glory to God!
 
Dear Reader, take Jemine’s struggles with identity as a point of contact for yourself. Pray and ask God to reveal to you, who are you? Why are you born in this world? Why are you still alive? What is your identity and destiny as decreed by God? May the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be upon you!
 
(in the picture, Jemine and me on her wedding day)
Jemine and me

LET THE LIVING WATER FLOW OVER MY SOUL

“Let Your living water flow over my soul,
Let your Holy Spirit come and take control,
Of every situation that has troubled my mind,
All my cares and burdens on to you I roll.
Father, Father, Father…
Jesus, Jesus, Jesus…
Spirit, Spirit, Spirit…”
(By Jimmi Swaggard)
SLL 20

I DRAW TO YOU AGAIN 

HAPPY WITH CHURCH TONIGHT

“But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes on you and you shall be My witnesses…” (Ac 1:8)
The prayer meeting this evening was wonderful. For whatever reason, the instrumentalists did not come. We only had a drummer, a young man, who tried to drum a little, but later lied down under the anointing. So, no music tonight… Sister O led us in worship with a simple chorus, singing: “Jesus, I come to You to draw, draw, draw once again…Jesus”… The Holy Spirit used this little song to draw us closer to His Majesty. We prayed on and on. When you see a group of Christians praying with passion and tears, without stopping to clean their faces, you know that the Holy Spirit has come. To hear the sound of congregational prayers is a royal privilege! The hall became hot. I don’t know if the ACs stopped working. But nobody paid attention to such details. Nobody was fanning looking for a better place in the room. Everybody was singing, dancing, clapping hands and sweating. Each one was in love with Jesus. When you find yourself in the presence of the King, nothing really matters. We came to Jesus; few ready and running; some walking; many crawling on the floor. It does not matter how fast you run this marathon. Just finish it!

We all needed a touch from the Father. We all needed a sip of the water of life. We all needed a smile from Jesus. We all needed a fresh filling with the Holy Spirit. We prayed in English and in tongues. From the top of our heads to the soles of our feet, the fire of God was burning. We became living torches, too hot for any viruses (spiritual and natural) to survive. The fire of the Holy Spirit is power, is healing, is freedom. We were baptized afresh with this holy fire. We did not need money. We only needed faith in God. If you trust the bank to give you a loan, how much more you should trust Jehovah Jireh to give you all the money you need to pay off your debts, to buy that land and to build that house? If you trust your doctor to heal you, how much more you should trust Jehovah Rapha to search your heart and heal all your diseases? I am always surprised how the Holy Spirit loves Nigeria! This evening we danced in the rain of joy. The grace rainbow appeared in the room… Each drop of this wonderful supernatural rain washed and cleansed our hearts. Sweating and with tears running on our faces, we may have looked dirty to cold un-invited visitors who pay money for church entertainment. But I am a witness for Jesus! I declare that all I saw tonight was only purified hearts and glory bathed worshippers.

A WORD FOR THE SHEPHERDS 

‘Be sure you know the condition of your flocks…for riches do not endure forever…the lambs will provide you with clothing and the goats with the price of a field’ (PV 27:23, 26)
This is a Word given to shepherds. Pastors and parents are spiritual shepherds. In Hebrew, the word translated ‘condition’ means ‘face, personal favor or intimate presence’. This is God’s command: Make every effort to know ‘the faces’, the hearts, of your children, be they natural or spiritual! Your sons and daughters should not intimidate, manipulate or confuse you. God forbid! Parenting is much more than buying baby clothes or paying school fees! Pastoring is much more than preaching a sermon and collecting offerings! Your love must be sacrificial! Your very spirit must be involved! You should be wiser, spiritually stronger, more mature and more loving than they. Your children, when they are small and even when they are grown, should not be a mystery to you! You teach them, you lead them, you bless them! As parents, you need to intercede for them! I mean pray for them! Daily call their names before the throne of mercy and grace! God will show you His purpose for their lives! Flow with that revelation! Even before they tell you about their struggles, the Holy Spirit will reveal to you their inmost hearts, their pains and their dreams.

As a mother, as a father, if you truly love them then you will be willing to help them grow in the grace and in the knowledge of the Lord. You will join your spiritual ‘shoulders’ to theirs, so that their burdens of life will be lighter. This is called spiritual parenting. Even if they are adults, keep your children close to your heart. Do not be a passive ignorant parent or a hireling pastor! Grieve when they go astray, pray them back into the fold when they backslide and rejoice with their successes! If your child is obedient (a lamb) or more difficult (a goat), continue to care for them! Christ rewards His shepherds because He too has a Shepherd’s heart. Be strong, you pastors! Be encouraged, you elders! Be comforted, you parents! Your happy mature strong and spiritual children will give Glory to God! Their good godly lives shall be your reward!

 

ALL’S WELL!

“Is the pathway dark and dreary?
God’s in His heaven!
Are you broken, heart-sick, weary ?
God’s in His heaven!
Dreariest roads shall have an ending;
Broken hearts are for God’s mending.
All’s well! All’s well!
All’s…well!
 
Is the burden past your bearing?
God’s in His heaven!
Hopeless? Friendless? No one caring?
God’s in His heaven!
Burdens shared are light to carry,
Love shall come though long He tarry.
All’s well! All’s well!
All’s…well!”
 
(John Oxenham 1852- 1941)
It is well

WISE WORDS 

“The Christian soldier must avoid two evils—he must not faint or yield in the time of fight, and after a victory he must not become lazy and too secure. When he has overcome, he is so to behave himself as though he were presently again to be assaulted. For Satan’s temptations, like the waves of the sea, do follow one in the neck of the other” (George Downame 1560-1634)

DEAR JOHN…

This is what God says: “Dedicate to Me the first-born sons of every family…These belong to Me” (Ex 13:2)
Today is our first born son’s birthday. His name is John Richmond Leigh.

“Dear John, I look back and rejoice at what God has done in our lives. As you know, you were born prematurely. The doctors were not sure you will live. But you did. You were born a fighter and a champion. The grace of God was upon you from the very beginning. When you came to this world, I was not a Christian. I did not know how to pray. But your dad, (he told me later) dedicated you to God even before you cried your first cry. You were placed in the safest place of this universe: the everlasting loving powerful hands of the Living God. Today I am glad that you belong to Jesus! From the time you were born, and until today, more than 40 years have passed. These have been blessed years of discovering God’s purpose for us as a family. I thank God for who He made you to be. I still remember the joy, the fear and the pride I had in my heart when you were born. It was joy because you made me a mother. It was fear because I was not sure if I was able to be a mother to you. It was pride because you were so beautiful, and so real and so beyond my imagination… Your dad and I rejoice with you this day. We bestow the parents’ holy blessings upon you! We bless your dear wife Deneice, and your children, Jetson and Josslyn. Always remember that we love you very much, today and forever!

Happy Birthday! La Multi Ani!”

John Leigh 1

John Leigh 2

John Leigh 3

John Leigh 4

I AM IN THE MIDDLE OF A MIRACLE

“Since we have such a huge crowd of men of faith watching us from the grandstands, let us strip off anything that slows us down or holds us back, and especially those sins that wrap themselves so tightly around our feet and trip us up; and let us run with patience the particular race that God has set before us. Keep your eyes on Jesus, our leader and instructor. He was willing to die a shameful death on the cross because of the joy He knew would be His afterwards; and now He sits in the place of honor by the throne of God” (Heb 12:1, 2)
 
Life is hard. Giving up your faith in God is not an option. When you walk with God you are not free from problems. But God is with you right in the middle of it all. Nothing is new to God. He knows the future. Noah, Abraham, Isaac, Jacob, Joseph, Job, Joshua, Daniel, the woman with the issue of blood, apostle Paul and many other heroes of faith, these all ran the race to the end. You must do the same!
 
You are not alone. God is stretching His hand towards you. Continue to pray. God is a God who answers prayer. When He keeps silent, God works on your behalf. God is with you wherever you go. The Bible is your ‘Bank account’. When you are in need, open the Bible and you shall surely find the answer between its pages. With men things are impossible. With with God all things are possible.
 
You may feel alone, but you aren’t. You are surrounded by an army of witnesses. They have run the race of faith and finished well. It is now your turn. Struggles may come. Do not hate them. Do not fight them. Do not reject them. Embrace them. God uses struggles to strengthen your faith, to bring you closer to Him and to change you to be like Jesus. Do not say: I am in a terrible situation. Say: I am in the middle of a miracle! God will reward you for that suffering! He knows how many tears have fallen on your face! This pain, this disappointment is not the last chapter of your story with God! Never give up on God! God will do awesome things in 2018! I believe! Revival shall come! Jesus is Lord! Be strong in The Lord and in the power of His might! It is well with you! In Jesus name, amen!
never-give-up 4

MY SUBMISSION IS FITTING 

“Wives, submit to your own husbands, as is fitting in the Lord. Husbands, love your wives… Children, obey your parents in all things, for this is well pleasing to the Lord” (Col 3:18-20)
The Biblical duty of the wife is to submit to her own husband. The Biblical duty of the husband is to love his wife ‘as Christ loves the church’. The biblical duty of the children is to obey their parents ‘in all things’. The difference between submission and obedience is spiritual. The wife’s submission is a godly choice to stay under the spiritual authority and leadership of her husband. This submission is not because she is less intelligent or less worthy of respect. It is because God is a God of order, peace and beauty. For the glory of God and for the good of the family, God commanded that the wife should submit to her husband and that the husband should love her sacrificially. Submission is not easy and it is not natural. Submission is not pretending to respect your husband. It is a deep holy behavior springing up from a spiritual, wise and pure heart. The road to Biblical submission is paved with many tears. Submission is fitting in the Lord Jesus Christ. It is beautiful and pleasing to God. The wife visibly submits to her own husband as a form of worshiping the invisible Lord Jesus Christ.

What is the difference between submission and obedience? For the wife, submission means the freedom to act in between the general boundaries, guidelines and principles given by her husband. A child’s obedience to his parents does not have this freedom. He must obey his parents’ commands without adding or removing from them.

OUR TESTIMONY
We are happily married for 44 years. We have made many mistakes and we have learned from them. The Bible is our ‘marriage manual’. As a wife, it is my duty to know the general principles of life by which my husband ‘operates’. These principles are not legalistic, cold or rigid. As my husband matures spiritually, these ideas change. It is my duty to study him and analyze his way of life. I prayerfully listen when he talks. I want to know ‘from where he comes from and where he is going’. I want to know why he says this or that. If I hear something I consider ‘wrong’, I pray for wisdom, to understand ‘his point of view’. What I may see as wrong may be something he considers as good. The truth is that family and social background influence our choices. For example, if my husband tells me how he expects me to behave in a particular situation, if I agree with him, then it is easy. But if I see things differently, it is hard for me to submit to what I see is wrong. As a young wife I used to correct him immediately saying: ‘Sorry, I do not agree with you. What about my way?’ Then we argue to and fro for some time, provoking and becoming angry with one another. It will take a long time to forgive and forget the hurt cause by such arguments. But as time went by, I learned to be more patient with him and with myself. I learned to humble myself and to see things from his perspective too. I now know that I do not have to be right all the time. These days, if he says something I disagree with, I keep calm and quiet. I meditate on his proposal trying to find the good in it. Then I go and pray. I ask God to show me why does my husband sees this matter so differently than me. God helps me to submit and to love him even when it is hard. Marriage is work. Lazy people should not marry. Prayer is more important than food or sex. The reason why I take all this trouble to understand my husband is not because I want to submit and please him only for today. I want to understand him as a person, for things to be easier between us in the future. For me, each pain must go to God in prayer and become a seed of love and wisdom, for a deeper knowing of my husband. Submission is my harvest of wisdom and love. To God be the glory!

Let me be more practical to explain submission … For example: my husband tells me that for this week we have twenty thousand naira to spend on food. He does not tell me the type of food to cook. He gives me the freedom to use that money the way I think it is best. He gives me the liberty to buy what I want knowing the food we both like to eat. I do not have to write my menu on the wall every day. I do not have to tell him that the pepper is now 50 Naira and not 20. I use my discretion to spend the money as I think is best for the two of us. What is important is that we eat good food every day and we are happy with each other. If there is any ‘change’ left for me, I can spend it on what I like. I do not have to tell him that I used 50 naira to buy powder for myself. I am not his daughter. I am not his cook or house servant. I am his wife!!!! For me, submission is this freedom to be myself within my husband’s principles of a happy home. But the child’s obedience is not so. If I give my daughter 20 naira to buy biscuits she is to tell me how much she has spent and she should give me back all the change. That is how we trained our children. Once they became adults it was easy for them to function as husbands, wives and parents.

As most of you know, we come from very different backgrounds. We see things differently. We have different strategies of solving problems. That is ok. We are not twins. We do not have to foolishly imitate one another. Each one of us must be who God called us to be. But as a wife I need to know both my husband’s weaknesses and his strengths; his pains and his joys. I need to understand what type of wife he wants me to be. I need to pay the price and change to become his ‘dream wife’. I need to yield to his idea of ‘a perfect marriage’. This is not easy… I may not become all that he dreams of in this life time, but I can try… He should see that I am trying… For it is my responsibility to contribute to our mutual happiness. It is my honor to help him fulfill his destiny as a man of God, as a husband and father. As a wife, I need to know his mind and my boundaries of submission. I need to accept them and submit to them. Then I am free. Sorry, we both are free and happy… Glory to God!

Tali and I13

PI-HAHIROTH

“Now the Lord spoke to Moses, saying: “Speak to the children of Israel, that they turn and camp before Pi Hahiroth… The Lord will fight for you, and you shall hold your peace… By faith they passed through the Red Sea as by dry land, whereas the Egyptians, attempting to do so, were drowned” (Ex 14:14; Heb 11:29)
Faith is the assurance, the belief that God’s word is true. Faith is the only spiritual chemistry accepted by God that enables you to pass thru problems and impossibilities to ‘the other side’, where you shall experience the blessings prayed for. True faith is never afraid of troubles. Faith divides the hindrances and makes a way thru them.
 
Read Exodus 14. God promised His people that He will bring them into a good Land ‘flowing with milk and honey’. God led them out of Egypt, out of the land of slavery and suffering. The Holy Spirit led them as a pillar of fire by night and as a cloud by day. They finally arrived at a place called Pi-Hahiroth, a beach by the Red Sea. The name is difficult to pronounce but I wish that we remember this name. It is a prophetic place of victory. The name means ‘the mouth of escape or the beginning of exit’. The people of God were ‘trapped’ in this place. On the left and right were mountains. Behind, Pharaoh and the Egyptian army came pursuing them. Spiritually, this place stands for death. It is a hopeless place where no man can help. If you are sick, it seems that the doctors have lost hope for you. If you are poor, it seems that you will have no food to eat tomorrow. If you are barren, it seems that you will never be a mother or a father. If you have marital problems, it seems that divorce is the only ‘solution’. If you are single and praying to get married, it seems that you will die single. It is a place of no mercy, no light, no health, no hope, no peace and no joy.
 
At Pi-Hahiroth, Moses was scared and He cried to the Lord. This is not a place of crying! God shall speak to you as He spoke to Moses. Jehovah God commands Moses to tell His people what to do at this place with a strange name. At Pi-Hahiroth they should ‘stand still and see the salvation of God’. Then they should ‘move forward’. These commands seem like mixed messages. How can you stand still and move forward in the same time? What God was saying is that they should stand still and worship Him! They shall see King Jesus, high and lifted up. As they worship, they will be able to move forward! It is only the worshippers who are able to experience victory and breakthrough. The Egyptians did not worship God as they enter the Red Sea. The waters of judgment covered them and they perished. The unbelievers ‘attempted’ to cross over. The word means to experiment with danger. This is practicing doubt and hoping for the best. It never works! It is a terrible thing to fight the children of God, to enter their miracle, to damage their testimony and to try to steal their victory. The Egyptians died in the process. The people of God saw them dead on the sea shore!
 
Child of God! The Lord will fight for you! The victory is sure! May your eyes be opened to see that your sickness, your poverty, your bareness, your hindrance to progress, all are dead! May the anointing of victory, breakthrough and crossover manifested at Pi-Hahiroth be revealed to you! Be free! Be healed! Marry and enjoy marriage! Be fruitful! Be blessed! Move forward in life! In Jesus name, amen!
 
“Who is like You, O Lord, among the gods?
Who is like You, glorious in holiness,
Fearful in praises, doing wonders?” (Ex 15:11)
red sea

TELL ME, HOW GREAT IS YOUR GOD?

“How great is our God! How great is His name.
He is the Greatest One!!! Forever the same!
He rolled back the waters, of the mighty Red Sea
And He said, “I’ll never leave you, put your trust in Me!”

Thus says the Lord:

“Let not the wise man glory in his wisdom,

Let not the mighty man glory in his might,

Nor let the rich man glory in his riches;
But let him who glories glory in this,
That he understands and knows Me,
That I am the Lord, exercising lovingkindness, judgment, and righteousness in the earth.
For in these I delight,” says the Lord”

(Josh 9:23, 24)

SLL 18

UNTIL THE TIME THAT HIS WORD CAME TO PASS

HAPPY WITH CHURCH TONIGHT

The Saturday evening prayer meeting was very good. We prayed for the Holy Spirit to come, to pour fresh oil on us, and in us. He did just that. In the name of Jesus we destroyed the bondage of depression, backsliding and empty religion. A door of spiritual breakthrough was open to us by the Holy Spirit. The ones who had faith to enter, they did so. We received the Joy of the Lord which is our never failing strength. Full of thanksgiving, adults and children, we sang: “This God is too good-oo…”

 

“Moreover He called for a famine in the land;

He destroyed all the provision of bread.

He sent a man before them—

Joseph—who was sold as a slave

They hurt his feet with fetters,

He was laid in irons.

Until the time that his word came to pass,

The word of the Lord tested him.

The king sent and released him,

The ruler of the people let him go free.

He made him lord of his house,

And ruler of all his possessions,

To bind his princes at his pleasure,

And teach his elders wisdom” (Ps 105:16-22)

 

We are in a prophetic season called ‘Shalom’. In Hebrew, it means peace, health, wealth, friends and favor. We are expecting great things from God. We now study the life of Joseph. We identify with his anointing. Joseph comes from a difficult background, a dysfunctional family. There is jealousy, kidnapping, hatred, plan to murder, division and inability to love among the family members. There is tension in the life of Joseph. It is created by the loving acceptance of the father and the hating rejection of his brothers. But no matter what, God is in change. God uses sinful people, imperfect men to accomplish His will. The word ‘brothers’ appear 21 times in Genesis 37. The name of God does not appear at all. The atmosphere is one of a difficult, divided, worldly and religious family that does not care about God. In this ‘dry ground’ God ‘planted’ His seed called Joseph. The brothers hate Joseph because of his father’s special love represented by the coat of many colors, because of his words, his dreams and God’s favor on him, revealing that he will be their leader. The brothers take Joseph’s dreams seriously. They plan to kill him so that the dreams will become useless and God’s plan aborted. By rejecting Joseph, they reject his dreams, they reject God’s Word. Only his father kept this matter in mind, thinking that God may be speaking to the family. But God does not leave Himself without a witness. The dreams of Joseph seem childish, simple, secular and superficially ambitious. But they were of God! This is the most important thing to remember! God’s Word and God’s plan can never be destroyed by men or devils! The dreams were prophetic words given by God to the family! At last, the dreams, the words, proved to be true. In God’s time, they came to pass! After testing Joseph, God’s Word proved him to be a man of God who spoke the truth!

 

Joseph had two powerful names. Each name was prophetic and significant.  His Hebrew name was Joseph (meaning Increase or Multiplication) (Gen 30:24). His Egyptian name was Zaphenath Paneah (meaning the Revealer of secrets, the Interpreter of dreams or the Wise One who understands the deep things of God) (Gen 41:45). Joseph represents our Lord Jesus Christ who has the power to multiply anything. He fed thousands by multiplying two loaves of bread and five little fishes (Mt 14:15-21). Our Lord knows the things that are in the hearts of men (Jn 2:24, 25). By faith, we applied these two prophetic names to ourselves. From this day on, we shall trust God to bestow on us the prophetic mantle of Joseph. God shall multiply our little resources, natural and spiritual. We shall not fear small money, small opportunities, small health or small resources. Because God shall bless us with divine increase! From this day on, we shall trust God to give us an overflow of divine wisdom to understand the deep things of God, to discern prophetically the Spirit realm and to make decisions based on revelation and not on common sense anymore. May the mantle of Joseph, Zaphenath Paneah be placed on our shoulders! In Jesus name, amen!  Glory to God!

Many colors

FEAR NOT!

 

“For God has not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind” (2Tim 1:7)

Today I was privileged to counsel and pray for two Christian sisters. These are born again committed serious women of God, married and with children.  In the natural they both looked good. But there were problems… Both of them had medical complains and were taken treatment in different hospitals. Both of them had spent a lot of money on medical procedures and medications. Both of them were attacked by the demon of fear but were ignorant of it. The word I gave to one was the same for the other. Both of them received their deliverance and healing instantly. Praise the Lord! Because every truth is established by two or three witnesses, I decided to write this letter, to encourage others who may need help too.

 

Behind some sicknesses may be spiritual issues. The doctors are trained to treat only physical diseases. They are not qualified or able to treat spiritual afflictions (except the doctors who are born again and Spirit filled, which is rare). The devil attacks both spiritually and physically. He is not choosy. He only wants to torment his victims, to ‘kill, steal and destroy’. He is God’s enemy and your enemy too. As a doctor I consulted many patients who had different health challenges, physical, mental or emotional. Each time I discerned that their ‘background’ problem was spiritual more than physical I had to confront the issue with them. The people who believed were helped. But those who rejected the word could not be helped because God needs your faith to work with you.

 

Fear is a primary attack. The devil uses fear as an injection of spiritual poison, to weaken your resistance, so that you cannot fight him. Tormented by fears are not able to reject further lies. When the devil attacks the children of God he uses deception. That is the only way he can succeed to influence their mind. Never forget that the devil is a liar!!! That means each attack of fear is also a lie!!! For example, one of the women was telling me that her mother died young, therefore she ‘feels’ that she will die young too. The other woman told me that her senior sister was diagnosed with cancer therefore she will be next in line. It is true that the doctors have a tendency to bully their patience with warnings about their future health. But if you are a child of God you should immediately reject any lying diagnoses. For the doctor is just a human being. He is not your creator and he is not your god. Doctors make mistakes. I am a medical doctor by profession and I worked as a doctor in Nigeria for about 20 years. By the grace of God I was called ‘a good doctor’ but I also made mistakes. I respected the Christians who had faith to reject my negative statements about their future. In fact, the Holy Spirit used these unpleasant confrontations between me and my patients who had faith, to humble me, to bring me to my knees and become saved. Praise the Lord!

 

Child of God! You need to lift up the shield of faith and boldly quench the fiery darts of lies that come from the devil. Do not be sorry for the devil! Do not be gentle with the Liar! I am not saying that you should quarrel with your doctor. If the doctor is a child of God, that is a double blessing to you. But if the devil uses the doctor’s tongue, and declares death to you, then you just reject that diagnoses! Speak the Word of God over your life: “With long life You shall satisfy me… I shall not die, but live, and declare the works of the LORD” (Ps 91:16; Ps 118:17). Stand up and pray! Reject the evil spirit of fear! Do it now! With a loud voice! With anger in your heart! Jesus loves you! Fight for your soul! Be jealous over your testimony! Ask the Holy Spirit to fill you afresh. Let the Spirit of Resurrection and Life invade the space that was occupied by the lying fears. Child of God, you can do it! I rejoice with you! Halleluiah! Glory to God!

Fear not